My real life begins when i close my eyes..

Lately, i've been noticing A LOT that reality for me sucks. Yeaa man, its like the same thing every day -____-.. but when i DREAM, i feel awake and at ease with myself. I feel very comfortable and at peace with my surroundings. Like, i dont have to deal with my insecurities or the day-to-day awkwardness i encounter.. haha.. man, it feels like heaven. I usually dream about things i've survived.. like my relationships (HAHAH.. no disrespect to my past girlfriends). Couple nights ago i had a dream about my ex girlfriend whom i didnt have much closure with, but while dating her i felt as if she was my everything.. as if nothing else mattered. I replay that feeling in my mind over and over as i sleep, and it congers up many dreams that i love to re-live. its like my alternate reality..